partings are agonizing.
its like a sick feeling.
"what if you dont get to see that person
ever again?"
i hate good byes.

two faced. double standards.
phrases to depict the multi faceted human nature.
there's so much that i cant/dont understand
at this point of time.
since the days of SNGS, i know that bitches do exist
and people tend to put on a mask.
despite knowing that people are "FAKE"
i still do believe that there is some goodness in
every incorrigible homosapien.

i've been bitched about, back stabbed, betrayed,
double cross, slandered, deceived etc.
and each time, i will forgive the ones
that sinned against me.
to err is human, to forgive is divine.
call me NAIVE, GULLIBLE OR INNOCUOUS,
(i've been termed that innummerable times btw)
but my stand will never change.
i wont let them evoke negative emotions in me.
i believe i will come out as a better person.


/ he said, "i think you will be a good wife and a
good mother."
what more can i ask for.